whao!i thot i gotta open new account le...finally can log in liao.can't even rmb when i last updated.yest was e 2nd time i go to jay's concert wif yux.really reminds me of e previous concert when both of us were still so young haha!suddenly feel tt life is moving on at such a fast pace tt by the time u stop and think back...u'll find tt it's already v far away.i muz say tt i'm really grateful to haf known yux in mj...e memories there will b so different without her.not trying to b rou ma or wad...but i feel tt every pt of life it's important to enjoy wad we're doing so tt we wun regret in e future...and some pple will b e ones tt help us create these happy memories.i really dunno if i'll miss uni after i grad...but i do wan to haf a gd 4 yr experience here.so wadever i'm not satisfied now...i hope can make some changes to it so tt i'm in time to cover up those unhappy portions wif happy ones.i admit tt those unhappy parts haf got to do wif my personality.but character is sth tt is not easy to change.i cannot say tt it's inborn but it's been planted in me through e yrs.there are 2 frens in uni hu can understand me and will spare me a listening ear...however both of em dun take e same mods as me...we haf v few chances of meeting in sch...simply speaking i can't leech to em like how i leech to yux in jc.of course i shud learn to b independent...but nobody can deny tt sch life will be much much better to haf such gd frens by ur side.hanging around wif pple tt's not ur kind is quite tiring.well..i can't do much though..just wish for e better.