sometimes i really think tt dad is too much la.i wonder whether he's dat protective towards me when i'm young.seeing e way he's protecting my bro now piss me off.i understand every parent act like tis...but definitely not to tis extent.being over protective is not a gd thing...so wad if u're really able to shield off all problems for him now...are u going to do tt forever?can u be there for him everywhere he goes?and he'll grow up rite?he'll haf to face e real world sooner or later rite?pathing everything before him...spoonfeeding and all...letting him grow up in such a perfectly happy environment...do u really think it'll do him gd?he'll onli become someone hu cannot overcome problems...cannot face defeat.he's always not putting his heart into studying...of course i noe it's tough(pls...i've gone thru it myself)...i teach him then he also dun try to rmb wad i say.wun i get frustrated if i gotta repeat myself over and over again?mind u...it's not tt he forget aft a few days...he forget rite aft i just taught him!can't blame me for raising my voice at him rite?wad dad always do is bark at me and tell me to lower down my volume...then he snatch over e work and teach himself...e worse thing is dat he even console my bro tt it's not his fault...tt it's me hu is unreasonable and teaching as though i'm toking to a sec 3.wad e hell!can't stand it la!if he's not my bro...y e hell am i wasting my breadth and time on him?would i wan to get angry and frustrated over a stranger?and whenever pple question my bro...and i'm not saying those offensive questioning leh...it's just a neutral question...he'll defend for him...not as if he knew e truth...just tt he'll just think of sth to cover for him.can't u just let him ans for himself...if it's gd let him haf e honour of saying it out himself...if it's bad let him face e consequences of his own actions.and wad can i do?tok back at him?say"hello!wad u're doing sux to e core"?whenever he behaves tt way i just kept quiet...it has happened too many times and i can't be bothered to get fed up already.i'll just do my part and be myself.in fact...i'm not jealous at all...i dun wish for him to treat me tt way...i onli wanted him to treat everyone equally and not to always think of him as a child.saying things like"he's still to young to noe tis or noe tt"...there are many things tt he ought to noe now and face them independently.

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