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Haven’t updated for a long time…have been working at e old folks home for during this period of time…think it was really a gd experience…at least I wun be at home doing nth…but it’s still much more free than last time in jc…probably bcos of this I haf been thinking a lot. Just a few days ago….papa told me to save my documents in a thumbdrive cos he wan to reset e whole com…then I found tt I really got a lot a lot of documents…I deleted all e jc stuff…those downloaded frm ivle and those pw meeting stuff…originally wanted to keep for memorial sake de…but since now gotta reset com I also dun wan to waste too much space. Then I saw those msn conversations I had wif N…think I saved around 20 over of em…dunno wat is going thru my mind at tt pt of time but I just stared at e monitor for very long. I tried saving “My Documents” as a whole into e thumbdrive…but cannot contain…so I went back and see wat else I can delete…haha…really nth to delete le…others is all red cross contact list, uni application stuff…hai…maybe it’s really tian yi la. There was a weird feeling in my heart when I deleted e 1st msn conver…and e feeling grew as I continued to delete e others. In a few seconds time…it’s all over. On V Day, I saw his nick…heart kinda ached but e more I felt tt deleting those msn conver was e right choice. Then it was yest when my hp make those noise…say my inbox full…so I ran thru my msgs…haha…suddenly rmb wat xiao xi said…I really kept a lot of his msgs…quite a lot is v lame la…just one sentence “dun understand la” I also kept. At last I deleted em. Today is e 1st day at cpf…6 days per wk…it’ll certainly take up all my time and I wun be thinking abt those things again. It’ll be a time of work and frenship.