Fate

Gotta blog today...if not i think i'll explode.Yest nite,he said he'll not venture into relationships at such a young age...not ready to commit.He say tt it'll affect studies...ruin future.He say tt dating will waste his lifetime away and he hates it when pple zhong se qing you.He say"it's a matter of whether u really wan THAT person or ANY person just for e sake of hafing a relationship"He say if he really like tt person...he would wan tt person to be happy.He would gif her e freedom to pursue her dreams and not tie her down.I can see tt his thinking is v deep and he's definitely not those fu qian pple hu treats relationships like some game.Somehow i feel tt e person whom he likes is gonna be v xing fu.She'll feel love and security frm him.But i noe i'm nvr gonna be tt person la.My dream shatters...but i can't possibly keep lying to myself.I always moan and groan and feel so bu gan xing abt things.But is there anything i can do to change?No!Sometimes i just hafta face e reality and admit tt such things are really up to fate...qiang qiu bu lai de.Hmm...think on e bright side?Maybe now i tell myself...that i can wait for miracles to happen...then slowly let time wash these memories away ba.Went to search for "xing dong" lyrics.This song hor...is i pri 6 tt time Gg recommend me to listen de.

心动
有多久没见你
以为你在那里
原来就住在我的心底
陪伴着我的呼吸

有多远的距离
以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长
回头就看到你

过去让它过去
来不及从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹

过去让它过去
来不及从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹
总是想再见你
还试着打探你的消息
原来你就住在我的身体
守护我的回忆