hate e ending sia...

Time to gif an overview on e show "Dou Yu".Last time i thot e song "Lydia" was kinda common...but now i can feel more for this song.Finished watching e last cd...felt rather upset and grey abt e world.It's not e 1st time i'm exposed to such a sad ending...but in e past e stories usually revolve around sickness,accidents or maybe some evil pple doing bad things.This show let me see how life can be so helpless...sometimes somethings are not up to us to decide...in e show yu hao entered ying bang bcos he didn't want e person tt he treasure most to get hurt again.Once he step into e circle of bad pple...it's hard for him to get out...it's not like a game whereby e kids can say dun play then dun play.It will be a beginning to a whole series of horrific and unpredictable happenings.When one need to survive in this kind of environment,she has to be extremely strong.I was asking myself...if i were in her position will i be able to hang in there?The answer is no.Somehow i dun agree wif wat xiao yan zi said in e show."Cheng Jing Shen Shen De Ai Guo Jiu Hen Xing Yun Le"Why?I dun understand.Wun they want to be wif e one they love forever?Haiya...sad la!I need some nice shows to cheer myself up!